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Thanks life, you rule.

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 7, 2010, 10:06 PM
I'm really unhappy with my life right now. Luck would have it that almost 2 years to the day that shit fell apart for me and put me in a funk for 8 months, it happens again.

I don't know what it is about putting everything you've got into something that makes it more likely to crash and burn, but for some reason that seems to be the case for me. Makes me scared to follow through on my personal project.

I'd been holding off on writing anything, but to be honest, I can't sit here any longer and pretend things are alright. I need to make them alright.

You guys have always backed me up when I needed it, whether things were great, shitty, or somewhere in between and I thank you dearly for it. I'm not asking for your sympathy, but let's say I wouldn't mind a pick me up right now if you've got one.

Otherwise, I might have to resort to some sort of poetry or prose like last time, and I think we're all better off without that. I need to reboot, but first I need the courage to hit the button. I more or less just needed to get things out in the open somehow...

Anyway, thanks for being here guys, and take care. You're the best.


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:iconharshrealities:
Dude. No idea what is going on, but people will fail you, you will fail yourself, and well, stuff just happens sometimes. I know you probably won't want to hear this...I didn't when someone told me, but it's the truth as best I can tell you. You have to turn your life over to God (Jesus). Only He is dependable. Only He is faithful. Only He can make things out of nothing. And I'm not talking about the fake/imaginary fuzzy bunnies and rainbows Jesus that people like to make him out to be, you know, the Jesus people make fun of and mock? Yeah, that's not what he's like at all. To really know Him, you have to invest yourself to understand His life and His message on a personal level, and not on hearsay or popular opinions.
I hope things get better for you. You are way talented and driven. I love to take a look at whatever you are working on. Hang tough, man.
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:icontredec1m:
I dont know whats going on for you, or where your at in life, but hang in there. It might not matter much but you are like one of my major inspirations in art and everything and I'm sure you serve as that for a lot of people. And even though life tends to throw one shitstorm after another at us it clears up eventually.
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^1pen Jun 9, 2010  Professional Photographer
Sorry I've been gone for ages, so this may be late, but...it's been my experience that things fall apart the closer you get to succeeding. It's the universe's version of a greatness filter. If you want something bad enough you won't let this scare you. It will only do what it is meant to do, give you an opportunity for you to decide whether you are cut out for this path or not.
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~ScarletLady Jun 9, 2010  Professional General Artist
You're so fucking talented and you just keep getting better. Don't let doubt eat at you. I know being a popular deviant artist doesn't seem like a lot, but it is. You impact people on a daily basis. Don't forget it. You're going to accomplish some amazing things. I think the world needs to see what you can show us, I really really do.
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`Rahll Jun 9, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
:) Thank you.
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:iconalorakitten:
Best of luck with whatever's got ya down man. Remember to take a deep breath when if your feeling overwhelmed - helps slow things down sometimes. Take it easy ok?
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`Rahll Jun 9, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
Definitely, thank you :)
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~Pure-Phobia Jun 9, 2010  Student Digital Artist
As my brain would say to my imagination/heart:

"OPEN THAT SHIT UP!"

Yeah, I suck at being human, so I just hope that made you giggle for half a second.
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`Rahll Jun 9, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
Haha thanks.
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~Pure-Phobia Jun 10, 2010  Student Digital Artist
Anything to help out, bud!
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