I'm really unhappy with my life right now. Luck would have it that almost 2 years to the day that shit fell apart for me and put me in a funk for 8 months, it happens again.
I don't know what it is about putting everything you've got into something that makes it more likely to crash and burn, but for some reason that seems to be the case for me. Makes me scared to follow through on my personal project.
I'd been holding off on writing anything, but to be honest, I can't sit here any longer and pretend things are alright. I need to make them alright.
You guys have always backed me up when I needed it, whether things were great, shitty, or somewhere in between and I thank you dearly for it. I'm not asking for your sympathy, but let's say I wouldn't mind a pick me up right now if you've got one.
Otherwise, I might have to resort to some sort of poetry or prose like last time, and I think we're all better off without that. I need to reboot, but first I need the courage to hit the button. I more or less just needed to get things out in the open somehow...
Anyway, thanks for being here guys, and take care. You're the best.